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it's been soooooo haaaaard..
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I missed the deadline for the University application...by accident without me knowing...That said, that’s why I’m pushing mouse a lot just to get that thing off my mind. Feel like a dumbass for missing it. You know...I’m not someone who would missed this kind of dates....and it’s flipping stretching me inside out.
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Play that piece of memory,
the time when a boy was crying out his mother gone and so he promises to guard his little stepsister,
the time when a boy was in learning to be a responsible man by sat silently in the middle of the night tried to think what the next step of his family lived in the hit of crisis,
the time when that man with a tired face rushing towards me then calmly took the knife out of my hand and said sorry that he made me feel lonely,
the time that I blame my father when I'm spoiled because it felt unfair that he trained him much as my jealousy of him become an overachiever at age within the surrounding environment,
the time when that man finally relaxed a bit and smile more as he was bringing a group of close friends to home that dumb said (I knew he just made an excuse to know more about her),
the time when I found out his alter attitude in the forum and mock his shameless side,
the time later when he introduced me to his very sick best friend made him shattered into pieces in a short time after confession,
the time when I grieved my mother why she put those burdens on a man so he didn't have a chance to feel hurt bit by bit and it finally triggered to explode asking for recovery time,
the time when I finally grow up and understand the face behind all the efforts including forced smiles to make sure my teenage life was still good,
the time when I eventually admire his fight in life,
by rewinds, there were enough storms to make a man panic and it should be tiring for him, isn't it? I was so clumsy before... Believe it such a pain to safeguard me and so on to keep promise.
Recently it was his turns to make me, as they took him there to the safest place. I'm still made of greed, in the question of why it was so fast.Absurd, and unimaginable. It was like yesterday I thought I will be the next one, but turns that time was the last I can see him within the breath : seven hours from the last smile he made on Friday 5th February.
And I'm wishing hard to be able to make him rest in peace someday. He is my best brother. He still is.
He will laugh at me by how melancholic and TMI I am, but doesn't he realize he was just the same in this place? I miss you, brother. And will always, just like mother, and father. But you are kind of a bit more painful at least for now, the longest two weeks I ever had @abnoch-
thank you so much @MayanEcho.. Hugs
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Play that piece of memory,
the time when a boy was crying out his mother gone and so he promises to guard his little stepsister,
the time when a boy was in learning to be a responsible man by sat silently in the middle of the night tried to think what the next step of his family lived in the hit of crisis,
the time when that man with a tired face rushing towards me then calmly took the knife out of my hand and said sorry that he made me feel lonely,
the time that I blame my father when I'm spoiled because it felt unfair that he trained him much as my jealousy of him become an overachiever at age within the surrounding environment,
the time when that man finally relaxed a bit and smile more as he was bringing a group of close friends to home that dumb said (I knew he just made an excuse to know more about her),
the time when I found out his alter attitude in the forum and mock his shameless side,
the time later when he introduced me to his very sick best friend made him shattered into pieces in a short time after confession,
the time when I grieved my mother why she put those burdens on a man so he didn't have a chance to feel hurt bit by bit and it finally triggered to explode asking for recovery time,
the time when I finally grow up and understand the face behind all the efforts including forced smiles to make sure my teenage life was still good,
the time when I eventually admire his fight in life,
by rewinds, there were enough storms to make a man panic and it should be tiring for him, isn't it? I was so clumsy before... Believe it such a pain to safeguard me and so on to keep promise.
Recently it was his turns to make me, as they took him there to the safest place. I'm still made of greed, in the question of why it was so fast.Absurd, and unimaginable. It was like yesterday I thought I will be the next one, but turns that time was the last I can see him within the breath : seven hours from the last smile he made on Friday 5th February.
And I'm wishing hard to be able to make him rest in peace someday. He is my best brother. He still is.
He will laugh at me by how melancholic and TMI I am, but doesn't he realize he was just the same in this place? I miss you, brother. And will always, just like mother, and father. But you are kind of a bit more painful at least for now, the longest two weeks I ever had @abnoch-
@abs-oluteMplease forgive him if there were words hurting or made a fuss to you.. He glad to become friends to you I'm sure.
@SilverMoonTeaactually I forgot to write there : the time when I realized you may are CatchMine_ID's real life Coffee Prince when I watched her favorite drama. I used to tease him about that, plus Goblin that related to Gong Yoo cc: triplem for The Lonely and Shining Geology Engineer (do you remember? Lol). Then he would laugh in bitter and proud to yell "I'm her rl favorite!"
@Darkarcana I like how you said take care three times, I will try, as this is not a dream.. Should wake up to see when the sun rises again. Thank you for the blanket, Sushi
@mirmz hug you tight, Mirmz. Thank you
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*yawn*
See clock: 4am
Sleep...Me want..sleep
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Woke up today and noticed that mentally I’m seeing my environment, surrounding me as black and white...no colours at all, feels so lonely...this is such a bad throwback to when I was in a state of disarray, crying non-stop. “It’s okay it’s okay.” I said to myself but am I okay? It’s back...I have relapsed...luckily for a moment my drama is sort of keeping me in check...Thanks guys, just couldn’t express it when y’all asked...it’s hurting internally that I couldn’t even express it. Sorry for not replying...
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All of you care for each other...great...but who is there to care about me?...
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"If you go slowly, there’s more you can learn along the way than someone who goes faster than you. If you were to ask me who wins between the two, I’d say the one who goes slowly but experiences more.”
~Oh Hyuk~
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Hello you reading this, yeah you there, I like you <3
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it's getting colder everyday
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why i picked the name meme fiends instead of meme friends:
definition of a fiend: a person who is intensely interested in or fond of something a fresh-air fiend; he is a fiend for cards. an addict a dr*g fiend.If u dont know me really well im really fond of memes. memes r my jam! so that's kinda why i made the club called meme fiends so we could be overly attached to memes together! love all u memebers! (yes, yes i did say memebers ) ur memes really make my day better. <3 i mean people do say laughter is the best medicine lmao. -
It's just Jane now
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ok now I'm adapting when tag u, not 'w' on my first type but 'j' yeah! Compacttt @Jane
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changed my username so everyone knows who i am now XD
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shinin through the city with a little funk and soul 💜🎶